If I did not get paid to take care of microsoft products....I would....ahhhh. Crappy Internet Explorer, tried to add a comment and it would not post it properly....then would not delete the excess of messages.....Damn it.
Well I have been busy....very busy the past few weeks moving. God you forget how much crap you aquire over the years. Things that have been missing for years. Stuff that is now going to be missing because you have moved. Stur up old memories of things gone and forgotten. Tired. Very tired.
Went to see the RHCP on monday. It totally rocked!!!
Had a great time. The only negative thing is what happened before th concert. I have been dating this nice girl for a little while and she asked if I would go to church with her one sunday. I simply explained that I do not go to church. She asked "Why?" and I explained that I am a Buhdist, This was on late Sunday. She seemed a little taken back by it all. I asked if it would be a problem. She said she would have to think about it. She calls me up 40 mins before we leave for concert and says she cant go because that is not what jesus would want. I laughed and said "If this is what your convictions tell you should do." . I even asked if she wanted to go as friends. Answer simply was "no,.....I....am sorry." , "I think your so great but I cant".
Found someone else to go. Had a great time.
The thing that really nails me is the amount of hipocracy....Jesus did seem to be in our way on Saturday night....WTF!!!
Starting to achive closure after a week of selfdestructive behavior. Feeling like the world is not so bad. I am living out of a bag and my car at the moment. Sleeping at a friends house til I get it all sorted out.
Wish I did not have to pay another months rent...but I did. I hate the fact I paid and I am not going to even sleep there.
Caught myself saying my girlfriend a couple of times though. It is just going to take some time.